"theres's a reason i said i would be happy alone. it wasn't 'cause i thought i would be happier alone. it was because i thought if i loved someone and then i found it hard, i might not make it. its easier to be alone, 'cause what if you learn that you need love and then you don't have it? or if you like it and lay on it? or if you shape your life around it? and then it falls hard. can we survive that kind of pain? loosing love is like organ damage, is like dying. the only difference is dead ends... this? it can go on forever."
Grey's Anatomy